I wanted to write an eloquent status update reflecting my thoughts, beliefs, and status one year on.
But I am so besieged with grief, and so incapacitated by regret that I cannot.
Last night I walked his last journey from Lilac Ward Tolworth Hospital to the tree. It broke me that I could walk back, get in my car and drive home again to a warm home with loved ones.
* Please see my previous post “one week today”